Does anyone know if there is a community on LJ or any other site for support if you were cheated on? Cause I just found out that's what my ex was doing for the last month we were together. And I'm having a lot of trouble with this obviously.

Thank you so much

I'm Back.

I was in a wonderful relationship, but I got dumped. He took up a lot of my time, but now I'm back. It really sucks. I was in love this time. Anything you guys have to share would be nice and if you're on Myspace let me know and we can friend each other over there.

Pick your top twenty movies of all time or at the moment.
* Post their movie posters

( Pop that popcorn bitches )

Comment to this post and I will give you five subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this on your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.
ladyanne525 associates me with the following:


Memes
Kristen Bell
Gossip Girl
Graphics
Cold weather

( I can explain. )

AIM Username:

tiffanymarie115

ADD ME!!!!

Also please leave your username if you add me so I know who the heck you are.

electrifiedpie tagged me.

I tag (8 people):

runawaystarling
holdingonalways
candlewaxdreams
shiplessheathen
darnaguen
ladyanne525
florencia7
cuyler_morgan

1.make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
phone
iPod
books
friends
laptop

2. how do you style your hair?
it varies, but usually i don't care enough to do anything, but ponytail

3. what are you wearing now?
pajamas

4. what's your occupation?
student

5. the best thing to happen to you as of late?
nothing good has happenend lately. oh yeah I lost seven pounds from stress

6. what is one word you would use to describe yourself?
sarcastic

7. what's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Gossip Girl, House, Bones

8. what was the last thing you ate today?
stew


9. what was the last text message you received?
my friend reminding me to show up to lab tomorrow

10. what websites do you always visit when you go online?
lj, youtube, facebook, livejournal

11. what was the last thing you bought?
movie ticket

12. what are you listening to right now?
Movie on tv, can't figure out what it is though

13. what do you think about before you go to bed at night?
someone I shouldn't be thinking about.

14. what was the last cd you bought?
I download individual songs

15. what is your favorite weather, and why?
winter needs to die. SNOW SUCKS!!!


16. what is the last book you read?
Class catalog for summer school

17. how are you?
still heartbroken

18. what's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
perhaps it's best we not go there

19. what's one of your favorite movies?
Clerks movies (both of them)

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks.

Copy and paste this, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to.
Then see what happens.

Kissed anyone of your LJ/Facebook friends? No
Been arrested? No
Kissed someone you didn't like? No
Slept in until 5 PM?Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Held a snake? No
Ran a red light? No
Been suspended from school? No
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? No
Been fired from a job? No
Sang karaoke? Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? No
Sang in the shower? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No
Broken a bone? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? No
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Been in a band? Yes
Shot a gun? No
Donated Blood? No
Eaten alligator meat? No
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes
Talk in your sleep? Yes
Laughed until you peed your pants? Yes
Passed gas on an elevator with others? No
Spend too much time on LJ/facebook? Yes
Play a musical instrument? No
Lived outside of the country? No
Been skinny dipping? No
Gone sky diving? No
Dated someone longer than you should have? Yes

Oops he did it again. He fucked me over.

Post a few lyrics from 15 shuffled songs, avoiding the title, and see if your f-list can guess the songs.

1. It's four o'clock in the morning. I can take another second of this.
2. Looks a mile to my feet KILL; JIMMY EAT WORLD
3. You cut me down to size and opened up my eyes. Made me realize what I could not see.
4. I said goodbye to someone that I love. I tell you it's not just me it's the both of us.
5. I stop to catch your eye. No need to second guess. That you've been on my mind.
6. I'm waiting for my moment to come.
7. It's when I spend the most time thinking about what I've given up. THE MIXED TAPE; JACK'S MANNEQUIN
8. After all this time I still can't let go.
9. Lets get away just for one day STRIPPED; SHINY TOY GUNS
10. My mind won't rest and I won't sleep. Not even in my dreams.
11. If you try sometimes you might find, you get what you need. (Let's just say if you're a fan of House, watch season 1 again. You'll find this song.)
12. Don't take my heart, don't break my heart. Don't throw it away.
13. I've been trying to be where you are. Secretly falling apart, unseen.
14. It wasn't because I didn't know enough. I just knew too much.
15. Never mind the words that came out of my mouth when all I could feel was pain.

EDIT: Added New Clues. Keep guessing peeps!!

Have fun guessing!

I steal things. I stole this from kimmy_dreamer


10 years ago:
1. I was a freshman in high school.
2. I was failing French I.
3. I went to my first dance in a dress that was too big for me.
4. I took a swan dive down some stairs.
5. I was unemployed.

5 years ago:
1. I lost my virginity.
2. I was still a freshman in college. (Fucking credit system)
3. I was still at my very first job.
4. Graphic Design was my major
5. My friends were real jerks.

1 year ago:
1. I was at a job I hated. (And I made three times what I do now, go figure!)
2. I wasn't in debt.
3. I missed my friends cause I had to drop out of school.
4. I was less stressed.
5. My grandmother was still alive.

Yesterday:
1. I got invited to a party.
2. I made tacos.
3. I babysat.
4. I woke up in the middle of the day.
5. I scared Rick and made him choke on his drink. LOL.

5 snacks I like:
1. English Muffin with Cheese
2. Open Face Peanut Butter Sandwich
3. Chocolate covered strawberries
4. Pizza
5. Cookie Dough

5 songs I know all the words to:
1. Teenagers, My Chemical Romance
2. Imagine, John Lennon
3. We Will Rock You, Queen
4. If It Makes You Happy, Sheryl Crow
5. Stay, Jewel

If I had a million dollars:
1. I would move to a warmer climate.
2. Get my family out of debt.
3. Travel for a year.
4. Pay for Law School
5. Get surgery on my toe (I need it, but insurance won't pay)

5 things I would never wear:
1. A thong
2. Skinny Jeans
3. Stilettos
4. Kabbalah Bracelet
5. Push Up bra (double ds don't need to anywhere.)

Favorite TV shows:
1. House
2. Gossip Girl
3. 30 Rock
4. Bones
5. The Daily Show

5 bad habits:
1. I swear a lot
2. I date the wrong guys
3. I procratinate
4. I'm niave
5. Low self esteem

5 biggest joys:
1. music
2. friends
3. school
4. summer
5. flirting

5 fictional people I want to date:
1. Booth
2. Chuck Bass
3. House
4. Mal
5.

5 people I tag to do this:
Anyone

There are certain things that no one can hide from or run from. Like the way we feel. Maybe we don't ever really get over things, but we find things to obsess over. In reality it doesn't matter where we go or what we do there are certain things that we will never get over. I am doomed to be in love forever, I think and even if I never see or talk to him ever again I will always feel this pull at my heart. I am beginning to think that love is just a mechanism of torture that is constantly attached to us like a ball and chain. Or it could be a disease for which there is no cure and sure maybe while suffereing from love you have your good days, but ultimately there is no cure and it has the capacity to kill you.

I know I sound morbid. I'm in love and there's nothing I can do about it. I can go to Antartica where there is no one and I will still feel it. No guy. No place. Nothing will ever take it away.

Stolen from forbiddenxspark

Pick 15 OTPs/Ships.
Describe them in less than 15 words.
Have your f-list guess the ships.

001; lovers. enemies. partners in crime. limo ride. CHUCK/BLAIR; GOSSIP GIRL
002; epic. love. trust issues.LOGAN/VERONICA; VERONICA MARS
003; don't call me _____!. partners and friends. xmas kiss. BOOTH/BRENNAN; BONES
004; you don't know me. baby daddy. PEYTON/LUCAS; ONE TREE HILL
005; duke. will you marry me? horoscope. coffee. LUKE/LORELAI; GILMORE GIRLS
006; john. new york city. broke up a lot. CARRIE/BIG; SEX AND THE CITY
007; heroin. death. forbidden fruit. forks. EDWARD/BELLA; TWILIGHT
008; playing doctor. shot in the ass. snarky. vicodin. thong. HOUSE/CUDDY; HOUSE
009; one day. annoy like the wind. epic.
010; heal. part of something. sad smile. cheer. emo hair. PETER/CLAIRE; HEROES
011; true love. sailing. an impulse. PACEY/JOEY; DAWSON'S CREEK
012; electricity. bonnie and clyde. gray morals. anti heroes. SYLAR/ELLE; HEROES
013; high five. kiss in stairwell. california. real women. red hair. ADDISON/PETE; PRIVATE PRACTICE
014; husband and wife. bracelet. tutoring. NATHAN/HALEY; ONE TREE HILL
015; ship. swan. kiss of death. JACK/ELIZABETH; PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN



guess away guys!
EDIT: I bolded the correct answers guessed already. Sorry for the repeat. I crossed it off. Keep guessing!!!
EDIT II: I added more clues to the ones no one has guess yet.
EDIT III: Final clues added. I'll give you guys a few more days to guess the last ones.
EDIT IV: The answers no one got are in red.

Ten things you’d know about me if you knew me really well:

1. I don't remember my natural hair colo
2. I spend money I shouldn't
3. I am in love...with someone who isn't in love with me
4. I wish I could move out
5. I have been on and off anti depressants
6. My mother thought she was pregnant with a boy.
7. I have been in an abusive relationship
8. I hate winter time.
9. I almost died when I was twenty.
10. I sleep for fourteen hours straight sometimes

Nine of my worse qualities:

1. unforgiving
2. bad temper
3. laziness
4. Procrastination
5. inablity to let go
6. wanting what I can't have
7. i wish i was prettier
8. jealousy
9. jumping to conclusions



Eight Movies that I could never get tires of:

1. Goonies
2. Bridget Jones' Diary
3. The Godfather
4. Fight Club
5. 13 Going on 30
6. Dark Knight
7. Breakfast at Tiffany's
8. Clerks II


Seven best Days of My Life

1. Being born
2. First day of my second semester at the university
3. Graduation Day
4. The first time I heard John Lennon perform
5. The day I got told I was beautiful for the first time
6. When I discovered the iPod
7. The day I fell in love (which could also be considered the worst day of my life)


Six Things I’m known to collect:

1. songs
2. DVDs
3. penguins
4. clothes
5. stickers
6. heartbreaks


Five things that are always with me:

1. iPod
2. cellphone
3. money
4. heart
5. a book
6. god

Four Places you could find me if I was missing:

1. Library
2. my friend's apartment
3. borders
4. anywhere, but my house really

Three Wishes I want to make:

1. To be loved in return by the one I love.
2. to live on my own
3. more personal strength

Two Names I’d give my future children:
1. Lily
2. Xavier

One thing I’m really good at:

1. Being a good friend.

aleapofaith

ten things i wish i could say to ten people.
one. I am sick of being the only adult in this relationship.
two. Why don't you love me?
three. I'm in love with you and I think we should be together even after everything.
four. You're the best friend I've ever had
five. I was jealous of your confidence.
seven. You threw away your friendships for a guy. How could you do that when we were there for you?
eight. I know everything you did and you deserve every bad thing you got.
nine. You are a heartless bastard.
ten. You have no right to pass judgement on anyone.


nine things about yourself.
one. My best friend is a guy and the most amazing guy I have ever known.
two. I am in love with someone I hate and adore at the same time. He doesn't appreciate me. I need help.
three. I am in therapy. My therapist shakes her head at me...a lot.
four. I'm smarter than I act.
five. There is a curse on my family.
six. School is actually something I enjoy.
seven. I think it's really sexy when a guy can play a guitar.
eight. I don't remember my natural hair color.
nine. I get lonely even though I inisist that I like being alone.


eight ways to win your heart.
one. Sing me a beatles song.
two. Look in my eyes, not my chest.
three. Stand behind me and whisper in my ear.
four. Be a smart ass.
five. Stand up to me.
six. Say what you think/feel.
seven. Rub my back
eight. Act protective, not possesive.

seven things that cross your mind a lot.
one. money.
two. love.
three. sex.
four. the future
five. friends.
six. the past.
seven. my health.

six things you do before you fall asleep.
one. text
two. listen to my iPod
three. read.
four. internet.
five. watch a movie
six. suffer from insomnia.

five things that frustrate you.
one. Jackass being himself
two. Bush.
three. money.
four. technology
five. myself.

four memories that make you happy.
one. Rick telling me that he would always be there for me.
two. Jackass saying that he cared about me, but that was awhile ago.
three. Mom staying by my side all night in the hospital.
four. Lunch with my peeps.


three biggest turn-ons.
one. Kissing my neck.
two. Musically inclined.
three. British/Irish Accents.

two things you want to do before you die.
one. Have sex in an elevator. Don't Judge!
two. Be in a healthy relationship.

one confession.
one. I don't have it together. At all.

So today I woke up for Christmas checked my F-List only to find that many of the twilight communities I belong to were once again posting about a very important twilight issue (and I'm being totally sarcastic here): rob's hair. Seriously. I mean I know it's fandom and can't be taken seriously, but there has been some ridicliouness in this particular fandom lately, so I stopped watching and left all of my twilight communties. Nothing personal I just can't take the ridicliouness anymore.

I also left and stopped watching any communites that had been innactive for more than a month. So my F-List is looking a little lonely.

Please recommend communites for me to join folks. Even if it's outside of fandom. (I'd also be interested in twilight communites that are more closely moderated in regards to what they let members post)

Stolen from cuyler_morgan

Six ships you’re into right now.
1. Chuck and Blair
2. Peter and Claire
3. Elle and Sylar
4. Nate and Jenny
5. Booth and Brennan
6. House and Cuddy

Three ships you liked, but don’t like anymore
7. Nate and Vanessa
8. Dan and Serena
9. Brooke and Lucas

Four ships you never liked
10. Sara and Gissom
11. Harry and Hermione
12. Serena and Aaron
13. House and Cameron

Two ships you’re curious about, but don’t actually ship
14. Peter and Elle
15. Hodgens and Angela

Why do you dislike #11 so much?
They were always just really good friends and I thought Hermione had a greater love/hate relationship with Ron.

( Ships Ahoy! )

Meme stolen from runawaystarling

( MEME )

Fandom: Gossip Girl
Song: "The Tudors" Theme Song
Summary: A long opening credits featuring the theme song from the tudors. I just discovered The Tudors on Showtime and thought the theme song was amazing
Disclaimer: I claim ownership of nothing. The clips and music belong to the holders of their rights.
NOTE: Uploading it degraded the quality of the text. I'm trying to fix it, but for now you can enjoy the editing and the beautiful song.
HQ link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6bxyB_WqMk

( Click Here )

Snagged this Christmas list idea stinabug87

1. Make a Christmas list of ten fandom requests [fic/videos/graphics/mixes, etc.] instead of gifts.
2. Post to your journal.
3. Friends read, comment, and possibly fill.
4. Repeat in your own journal. It’s fun to spread around the holiday cheer and the gift of giving.

1. Tudors Artwork (anything featuring Anne would be great)
2. Anything featuring Kristen Bell
3. Animated House Icons (feauturing everyone's favorite BFFs House and Wilson)
4. Christmas Mix
5. Twilight Video
6. Chuck/Blair humorous icons
7. Dean/Brooke Video
8. Bones/Booth Fanfic (any rating is cool by me)
9. A list of ten cool memes I can do with links (I'm bored)
10. A list of romantic movies/books I should enjoy cause I need to have faith in romance again.

Greetings everyone. It's been awhile. I hope that you all had a great Thanksgiving. It's been frusterating couple of days.

//. My Therapist thinks my relationship with my mother is destructive. Apparently we spend too much time together. Also she thinks the reason I'm not in a relationship with anyone is because my mother has too much of a hold on me.

//. Bastard is still ignoring me. I'm ignoring him right back. He was so sensitive as to bring his new girlfriend in and flirt with her right in front of me. What did that feel like? Kinda like taking a bullet right through my heart.

//. Kevin's friend stopped texting me back. Now two guys are ignoring me. My life really sucks.

//.Talking to Rick on the phone. He's talking in Spanish for some reasons?

//. I only will staying at my job until August and then I am gone. Whooo HOOO!!!!!! No more ass hole.!!!!

//. Anyone here a member of http://www.iminlikewithyou.com/ I'm so addicted!!!